the floor with muggulu designs. The young man promptly praised her work. 'You are dexterous
at swabbing the floor — even more dexterous in drawing the muggulu. Sabash, keep it up.'
He said it in English, giving her a pat on the shoulder in appreciation. Overjoyed, the
housewife began living with swabbing as the chief mission in her life. She scrubbed the
house spotlessly clean at all times and beautifully decorated it with multi-coloured designs.
That's how her life went on, with a sumptuous and ceaseless supply of swabbing cloths and
muggu baskets.
But one day while scrubbing the floor, the housewife suddenly asked herself, 'What
is my name?' The query shook her up. Leaving the mopping cloth and the muggu basket
there itself, she stood near the window scratching her head, lost in thoughts. 'What is my
name — what is my name?' The house across the road carried a name-board, Mrs M Suhasini,
M.A., Ph.D., Principal, 'X' College. Yes, she too had a name as her neighbour did — 'How
could I forget like that? In my scrubbing zeal I have forgotten my name — what shall I do
now?' The housewife was perturbed. Her mind became totally restless. Somehow she finished
her daubing for the day.
Meanwhile, the maidservant arrived. Hoping at least she would remember, the
housewife asked her, 'Look, ammayi, do you know my name?'
'What is it, amma?' said the girl. 'What do we have to do with names of mistresses?'
You are only a mistress to us — the mistress of such and such a white-storeyed house,
ground floor means you.' '
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'Yes, true, of course, how can you know, poor thing?' thought the housewife.
The children came home from school for lunch in the afternoon. 'At least the children
might remember my name' — the housewife hoped.
'Look here, children, do you know my name?' she asked.
They were taken aback.
'You are amma — your name is amma only — ever since we were born we have
known only this, the letters that come are only in father's name — because everyone calls
him by his name we know his name — you never told us your name — you don't even get
letters addressed to your name,' the children said plainly. 'Yes, who will write letters to me?'
Father and mother are there but they only make phone calls once in a month or two. Even my
sisters are immersed with swabbing their houses. Even if they met me in some marriage or
kumkum ceremony, they chatted away their time talking about new muggulu or new dishes
to cook, but no letters!' The housewife was disappointed and grew more restless — the urge
to know her own name somehow or the other grew stronger in her.